February 2010
everything is alriiiight
so dustin came to visit me today ! i haven’t seen him in literally like almost 5 years. Woah it was so crazy like it was such a great dayyyyy! it was honestly such an amazing surprise.
i cant wait to be home in like two weeks, i have so so so muchh to do, i need to see babyygirll nika and davids show, andddd i finalllyyy get to see my scott ! :*)
im goona go ahead and write today...
January 2010
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(fuck)x(11)
bad fucking day, and its only 1:00. terrible mood. im goona fucking commit suicideee in my dammn chemistry class. fuck that asian bitch. and fuck the “grammer game” we’re going to play in writing. Fuck you jim for thinking we’re in elementary and would like that shit. oh and fuck my fucking muscles for being sore as shit. and the weather is so fucking shitty, the wind is...
just another ordinary dayyyy
i am dreading my two hour lab soo baddddd, like you dont even know. i HATE chemistry. i also have to go to the post office to get my packages.. which is annoying. but such is lifeeeeeeeee. oh i have to go tanning and get my swell on as well. busyy dayy againnn!
i lost another pound today, so thats like a pound a day since ive started for the most part! which is exciting, but i still have a long...
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d-day
tomorrow is the one week weigh in for my diet.. i really hope i did well. i mean i feel like i have, your only suppose to loose 1-2 lbs a week and im well over that! im really happy now that im eating healthier and getting back in shape. im excited for summer, im goona be tan, blonde and ittyy bitty ! :))))
“My eyeliner runs in constellations for you dear, if only I could reboot my...”
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dear scott
thanks for always making me smile (:
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you know what.. ?
your honestly just fueling my fire. im goona work harder to improve myself. im goona focus on making myself so good, so tan, so skinny, so fit, youll regret it. youll regret the fact you messed it up and dont have me. your goona kick yourself in the ass sir.
your a piece of shit.
RYAN
“Ryan is only one of three racing brothers. Older brother Jade and younger brother Blake also have serious racing skills and have competed at the Amateur National level. The boys got into racing because of their father Troy’s love for the sport. Throughout the boys’ amateur career, Troy’s larger than average stature could be seen pacing the infield, smoking like a chimney, with nervous...
even though..
even though i still lost weight im not happpy. cause each day ive been loosing atleast a pound. so .2 is shit.
vampire diaries.
i think its so romantic <3 stefan is like my dream boyyyy. damian is pretty flyyy to but hes to evil for me, i like a bad boy and everything, but hes over the top, i mean damnn.
thats all bye :)
im doing it safe this time.
so on tuesday my diet officially started! im not going to the extremities like i have in the past, i want to be healthy while im doing it. i have dropped about two pounds already ! :) its such a relief, although id call these past few days the “crash” part of my diet. no more though, ive done my research, and i have planned out my calorie intake weekly for a month. and i must say...
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goodnight thoughts.
nothing good comes with being awake. theres so much to deal with, to much time to think and dwell on things, to many things to feel, and the damn need to eat. none of that happens when you sleep, you just dream, and dreams are better than reality..atleast for me, atleast for now.
there is nothing great about today. i feel lonely, and bored. and thats it
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lets recap winter break .
i have managed to fix and break things. go figure. i had a really great time with zack, but i think i spent to much time witth himm..but it was nice, then it was better, and now its ok. aha hes to much like me in the way he dates. that scares me. friends would be better for us i think. next: breakthrough with my mom , yessssssss. she finally realizes she has to let go. and i mean i have always...
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just a few of my favorite things..
accents
hello kitty EVERYTHING
makeup, i lovee to wear makeup.
reality tv shows, idc what anyone says
italian food
italian boys
anorexic skinny
tattoos
xtreme boys; bmx, bands, moto, boarders, etc.
the beach
glamour kills
johnny cupcakes
goofy laughs
cupcakes; not the food just cupcake things
bows; like my beautiful bow earings ! <33
the color black
magical nights with...
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taking a turn for the better
lately ive been thinking alot about getting married, and its dustins fauuult. when we dated we planned out with pperfectttt wedding, my dream wedding. its the wedding i want, hes just out of the plan AHa. but anywayy hes been talking to me lately so i pulled out some old stuff i had from when we dated and i found the paper with my wedding all planned out. long story short.. beach wedding, megans...
