December 2009
i'll be seeing you
2009 was a year of learning, a year of firsts, and a year of lasts, a year of tears and a year of laughter, a year of love and a year of love lost. within the year i have done regrettable things, but not as many as previous years. although in quantity there were fewer regrets, those few were larger than any former regret. i think as each day passes im growing, and by the end of year the impact of...
happy times call for happy measures
i LALALALOVEEEEEE my nikaaaa sweeet-tart <3 and our swell adventures! :)))))
i also love the fact that i havent been in a bad mood since i starteddd hanggging outtt withhhh the new flavor. i mean thats pretty decent ayy ? id say so !! <333 AJFAPGJA IM SO SO SO SOOOOOO HAPPPYYY, finalllyyyy. i just wanna screammm it! but i wont , thatd be so uncalled for aha
trojan vibrating mini;...
blissful :*)
so this is it, that hugeeeee ginormous moment i have been waiting for… im completely over it. my god i never thought this day would come, and now here it is. its so relieving, like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. this is honestly one of the best feelings ever!! i have to say i owe it all to zack, and even if things dont work out between us or whatever, ill still be over it, like how...
lastnighttttt
“dont ever marry an italian boy.” “why?! i love them!” “sundays, aka family gathering day. your in laws will be so loud” “i like that, alot.” “really? well i like you alot..”
so happy i coulddd dieeeeeee :*)
inspired
mary-kate drinks diet soda, so i think i might start.
and now that i think about it, everytime i drink soda i get realllly realllly fulll, so drinking soda when im hungry may be the trick aha, i mean theres soda out there with nothing in, no cals or fat or caf. sounds good to me. and its a greatt chaser. justtt sayiiiiiin
heres to the past, cheers !
i really am ready to move on, move on with my whollleee life, not just the relationship aspect. im ready to loose weight and change my entire look. i want to come back this summer and have everyone be like whos she ? aha gayy right ? nahh i cant waiiit !
new years res’s :
embrace being single and learn to love someone else.
drop between 10 and 20 pounds
pull all...
bring it on 2010
im giving myself till december 31 at 12 to get over this. then thats it at 12:01 its a freshhhhhh starttt, a new me, out with the old and in with the new ! meaning out with you sir. there will be no more thoughts of you, no more what ifs, or remember whens unless you pull through before 12:01 im done. im deleting pictures, erasing songs, ridding your number and etc. itll be like in eternal...
“I used to be mad at you. A little on the hurt side too, but I’m not who I was. I...”
– Brandon Heath
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SURPRISE SURPRISE, he called me.. just now, literalllyyy 3 seconds ago. wants to hang out. by the time this boy is done with me, theyre goona lock me up. cause i will go crazy.
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“and, when he shall die, take him and cut him out in little stars, and he will...”
Watchthis is going to be amazingggggggggggggggg
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i’m in the in-denial phase of whatever it is im going through.. honestly tonight i cracked, i may have gone crazy. im so fucked up. why cantttttttt i gettttt outtaa thiss slump.
hey thanks, thanks for that summer
as a kid i never wanted summer to end. it was always the most magic filled season with endless boundaries and infinite possibilities of wonder. chasing butterflies, blowing bubbles and of course swimming our days away. most think that as we age the magic fades, we mature and the reality of the world sets in, but that part of us, the memories of the magical summers, that part never dies, its what...
all i want for christmas is you.
dear santa,
the only thing i want for christmas is him. i know that you know who. so if theres any way of making that happen, i would really appreciate it. your my last hope.
love brielle
xoxo
all wired up
its like 2 in the morning, i have no idea why im still awake but im sitting here with maddie and megggers and we’re all “studying” but like we’re obvious not since we’re all on our lapppytops and creepin on facebook. i should be sleeeeping i have like the most stressful week of my life and i should be getting a goodnights rest, right ? eh fuck it.
i really feel...
“i wanted to explode, to pull my ribs apart and let the sun inside.”
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cause we can get down
so my brother sent me a cd he made for me, its onee of the besttt mixes EVER, lovee itt, and himm, cant wait to see him ! hes coming with gino and i ( and possibly brett? ) to a show on saturdayy when i get hommee! loveee it<3
blahh i wish i could do fun things this weekend but its to cold and i need to get all my shit together for finals and stuff , im so streessssseddddd! not cool sir.
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cheers to the falling out, and falling down
this room has been nothing but tears since we’ve come back from break. but i think thats what we need, we need a complete melt down, a falling out, a testament to being broken, completely broken. i think after something takes a tragic toll on you, you need to let yourself have that complete breakdown before you can properly rebuild yourself. so go ahead, cry so hard that your entire body is...
“We were meant to lose people we love. How else would we know how important they...”
– The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (via kari-shma)
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baby its cold outside
im going to have ari golds babiesss :*) justt sayinggggg. ahah im an entourageeee adddictttttt, its official. its like sleeting outside which is soo groossss cause im goona have to walkkk too classs in thatttt ewwwww. im soo not happy about that. on the brightside katie and i are going to the gym around 730 tommoorrrow, heyyy deddicattionnnn!
nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
“the truth is i’ve never fooled anyone, i’ve let people fool...”
i want your psycho
first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAYY CHEWWWY, youu litttle nugggeeet<333333
todays was a decent day i suppose. but i feel like i dont really do anything at all and then all of a sudden my days over ? where the hell does the time go ? jeese. well anywayy im glad the days are going by fast because i just want it to be break. i need a month of home, i need my bestfriend, and all my other...
im going to be okay.
so this is how its going to be. im going to get over you. now. im going to get over you starting now. im taking every measure needed to do so. im putting myself back together. because if i dont do that now, i wont ever be able to. ill just be lost forever. and thats not me. me is a strong individual, im carefree and im wild, im emotionally untouchable, im a wall and unbreakable, i dont cry,...
“thank you for making me worthless in your eyes”
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harry potterrrrr weeekenddd
i was in a really great mood all day today :))) FINALLLY ahaha, ive waited foreverrr to have a goood dayyyy like thissssss ! i studiedddd and dyeddd my hairrr and justttt had a good day, im watching harrry potter now, skipping my floor meeting, then desperate night with the girls !
maddie cut my bangs for mee and theyre aree really sweet actually so im pretty pumpeeddd on thatt.
well...